Wednesday, July 23, 2008

no prob lah!

smalam....
'wahhh esok harii rabu.soo pagi x der klas! leh tdo smpai tgh hari,,erm tp ade lab kul 2 la.ok la tu,msok workshop,dorg x msok lg!aku yg first..(exited)"

ding dong..

keesokan harinye..
erghh pkol bape nie?? ahh da pkol 11 la..
kne la siap2..bsoh bju sket..bli makan..huh! ade ker makcik tu skang jual sume ayam tang dada jer.
diskriminasi bahagian ayam la makcik nie!

x per lah..
mkn jer..
tbe2 tringat..
"nk msok workshop kamu kne pakai kasut kulit!kasut jenis laen x d trema n akn d halau"
alaaaa tpakse la pkai kasut kulit yg aku pkai time skolah dlu..
bape usia beliau ek..jap..wahh da hmpir 4 taun beb..ksian dia..lepak dkt rak tu lme sgt smpai brabuk jd nyer..lpas lap2 ,'wah jd cm baru la,bkilat!bbaloi harga rm200 lbih aku bli dlu" macho beb...no hal la..

ding dong...
stibanyer d workshop..

lepak2 technician pun smpai..
'ok hari kte akn wat casting,gne machine n gne karbon dioksida,pileh team awk'
yes..best gak wat casting nie..
sperti biasa..aku mle la mnonjolkn diri..sume nk angkat,sume nk wat..
dlm hati technician 'wahh bgos bdak nie'
silika sand da di angkat,cmpur n bla2 bla2 bla2..
abeh sume tu..time nk wat die,tbe trasa prasan yg unik dan laen mcm ttumpu kt kasut aku,
jom pandang bawah...

jeng jeng jeng..
tnampak la stu pmandangan yg hampeh
wohhh..mne tapak kasut nieeee??
apsal jd cmnie?
kasut kanan punye tapak tumit da x der..
ptot la ase sjokk jer smacam..
d saat tu degupan jntugkku da jd spt pserta rncangan realiti tv..
cmne nie...tgk kasut sblah lg..wooh..da jd cm mulut buaya lapo! sikitt lg nk join member dia dkt sblah.. xper..kool koool..ngan mke slamber aku ckp "din..tgk ksot aku"
"laa tazo,cmne jd cmtu"..aku snyum jer

soo aku mle la menganalisis keadaan..ermm x per kot..smbil tu aku cari tumit kasut yg hilang tuh..
tuuuuu dia aku jmpe dkt tmpat aku bdiri td 'kt situ ko ek'
tkot org tau,cpt2 aku msokkn dlm poket jeket..alamak..nie da parah nie.x kn aku nk pakai kasut nmpak jer mcm kasut..tp tapak gne tpak kaki sndri..aku tgk lecture tgh sebuk tgk tong gas..npe tah..x der gas kot.

sooo ngan slmber bkasut tapak kaki sndri aku g pastu ckap..
"encik,,sy nk g tandas ok"
"ok2"
so ape lg.. smbil jln kontrol slamber..cpat2 aku g kt parking keta..
start keta n brooommm trus balek umah..sume tgk mst ckp..gler per mamat nie,ingat litar sepang ker!..soory la beb..gua ckp g tandas jer,kne la cpat.

smpai umah..trus jer lari pnjat tgge n msok umah klam kbut.
tapak kasut tah da hilng ttinggal ats tgge kot,kt umah
ade lak mamat emi nie ngah tgolek maen myspace.
"ko da beh klas per"
"x lah..akku amek kasut jer"

aku pkai jer kasut..trus broommm g kampus balek..
msok workshop,aku wat biase jer...senyum2..
din tnyer "ko g mne tadi?"
"tandas"
hehehe...
keadaan balek spt biase..mold da siap..cuci2 workshop..pastu tuang besi cair..naseb aku smpat tukar kasut..klu x rentung la kaki wa beb!!!

post mortem


hurmm kasut tu ok lg..cme tapak dia da reput..myb sbb staun lebih dkt ats rak..sisa tapak tu smpai jd habuk getah tuh!!!

700 degree c ..


huh... mcm2!
sume nie mgajar ku erti..jangan hnyer mmandang luaran shje.yg pnting hati..
yg pnting hati dan prasaan.!!....
haha
chow!






Monday, July 21, 2008

feelin? touchin? nyampah....merepek lah

before i post this, i juz read an article bout feelin..it about expressing it..soo let c

how i feel today??

today i feel tired.but not soo tired
ehh npe plak?
tah... sbb klas smpai kul 5 kot,
'org klas smpai mlm rilek jer'
myb sbb klas last tu klas cik mat kot.or sbb x ckop tdo kot
'ko tdo kul bape smalm?bgon?'
ermm tdo kul 1 lebih...ermm bgun kul 11 stgh.
"hah! ko mmg mgada2..myampah aku"


today i feel a bit confuse..but not to confuse..
'lar pulak..ko mmg cmtu'
its not too confuse,but more to blur side..
'ko konfius psal per nie'
tahh..sbb sume menda la,stdy,member gedik,my feelin.
'tu la ko..lyan emo sgt.'


today i feel sad..but juz a bit
'apsal sedih nie'
tahh..myb i juz realise bout all my responbility kot
'ala rilek la...skema la ko'
skema ker?pape jela


today i feel empty..
"kosong?ko nie kotak ker?"
ehh cme kotak jer ker yg leh rse kosong?
'yer kot..'
tazo = manusia kotak..


out

Thursday, July 17, 2008

muhasabah

aku poyo...
npe??
tah...sbb rmai org ckp cmtu kot..

aku sombong...
npe??
tah..myb sbb x tgur org kot..

aku hipokrit...
yeker??
tah la x kesah la ape org nk ckp

aku blagak nk mampus...
ble mse plak??
myb org jer nmpak cmtu kot...

sume nie ape yg aku pnah dgr org cter psal aku..
x amek kesah pun
they can say what they want...
and by da way...thanks 4 the attention!

tp kn...
aku x bsyukur??
yg nie laen..sbb diri aku sndri yg ckp cmtu..
tp still x nk bsyukur lg...

aku tak bersyukur aku punyai keluarga yang amat baek
aku tak bersyukur mempunyai teman2 yang supportive
aku tak bersyukur mempunyai peluang belajar..tapi maseh bermalas-malasan
aku tak bersyukur mempunyai kesehatan yang baek..

jahat kan aku??
bodohkan aku??
aku tahu itu semua..kerana aku manusia biasa..tidak bisa memuaskan hati semua,mahupun hati sendiri..

tapi aku mahu berubah ke yang lebih baek..bukan hanya tahu mengkritik orang laen tetapi busuk diri sendiri dilupakan..
aku mahu bertindak mengubah keadaan..bukan hanya tahu merungut menyalahkan orang laen.
aku tahu kelemahan diri sendiri dan jadikan ia kekuatan diriku..


sesungguhnya..
jangan lah hanya tahu mencari buruk teman semanusia laen sahaja..
adalah lebih baek kita bermuhasabah diri..

jangan mengkritik tanpa menyelidik
jangan menuduh tanpa memeriksa
jangan buruk sangka jika pun keadaan kelihatan buruk..

kerana setiap manusia ada kelemahanya.
yang sempurna hanya SATU
carilah busuk diri sendiri sebelum memandang jijik orang laen..


yang bermuhasabah diri,
~tazo~

life = choice..

hey...
is it true that some people say dat llife is all bout making choice??
i kinda agree wif dat statement...

BUT

does it really matter if we are making the right choice or not?
does life is all bout making the right choice?
or just simply a question?

or what happens next is just a 'takdir'?

life is sooo complicated yet so simple..
it is our own choice to see it from what perspective i assume..
it is us who make this life hard or easy

but in the journey of life..there is a lot of obstacle..the fun one..
we have to choose it our self...

hariku yg mendung

arinie hari kames
soo tiap mggu mgg aku da tggu ari kames mjelang tiba..
sbb kkelas cme smpai lunch time jer.lpas tu dah x der..
tp sbb aku nk jdual cmtu..aku kne ade klas 5 jam direct d sblah pginyer..

sooo ape yg jd arini?

lebih kurg sme jer kot...bgon kol 6 stgh..mgantuk gler..cmnk tcabut jer mte asenyer..
myb sbb rjin sgt mbalas msg smpai pgi buta...
x kesah la..ase mlas jer nk g klas sbb pgi tu klas elektrik la..sooo klas elektrik= konform kne blaja smpai abeh mse klas sbb lecture dia tuh kjar mse sket..mghargai mse kata dia..
ok lah dia mgajar cme kdaan agk blur blur bler dlm kls tu..myb sbb cuaca pgi yg sjuk ..or sume tgh ngantok x pun sbb lecture..hehe tah pape jer..org tnyer laen..laen yg djwab.. soo tiap kali aku tnyer soklan..mst bberapa saat lpas tu kdengaran member sblah bsuara slow2 "woohh 1 lg jawapan yg x mbantu" hehe
pape pun aku bkn nk kutuk lecture..respect dia!! myb sbb byk sgt ilmu yg dia nk smpaikn kot...smpai kte org sndri yg blur....

klas lpas tuh cm cancel jer...lecture cme msok utk bg assimnt jer..
assgmnt lg beb...
yg daedline esk pun x wat pape pun lg..haha

klas fluid power lak..lebih kurg la... cme wat rujukan jer balek...
pstu dgr cter pasal kesah2 silam tenaga pgajar...

boringggg jer....

tp..
bler balek umah tbe2 ade lak org cabar lawan dota..
wahh pe lagi... tros la wat lan rmai2
rumahku trnsform jd cc
wayar bselirat2..
saket mata mmandang...
x kesah asl dpt maen kn?
best mmg best...cme yg x best tuh part yg kalah tu...
ptot la dorg cbar...power gler mamat2 nie..hampeh jer...
ish2...
kne blaja lg nih!
blaja maen game..
tgk la ku blas dendam...haha

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

it alllll bout love!

nowday...recently i notice that there was sumthin missin from my life...
after long and hard search i finally known that its sumthin dat people love...
lets talkin bout this troublesome things dat we all call and known as .l.o.v.e.....

love....
it sweet..
sometime also it have it's sourness
sometime we need it
sometime we want it
sometime we hate it
sometime we search for it

l.o.v.e
for sum one who never experience it..
love is a long waited dream
for sum one that still experience
love is a journey
for someone that have broke out
love is bullshit



but from my point of view
love is all about life...it is like some sort of our ying and yang in this very world
love is sooo meaningfull...sooo mystrerious...sooo evil....sooo sweet..soo wonderfull and sooo many other things

for me..
we all need love in our life
from state to state
it just our nature...
it gud to see that nowdays people are more aware n open minded bout their love live
..
im not that kind of people that think our still in school teenager should not involve in love....
puppy love or cinta monyet
i think that we all need that..there is a reason where on that particular time on our life ,we suddenly think bout love..
that is because it is time for we to grow up!
yup!puppy love is part of our mind growing
sooo parent!! stop making ur child feelin guilty juz coz they are fallin in love!!!


most of our parent did not want their child to involve in love coz they did not want to see their beloved child get hurt!,cryin in broken heart!
yes... there is nothin wrong wif dat sir
we all need that
we need that to grow strong
we need that to be one tough adult one day
......

from that we will learn to b a strong adult to conquer the world wif all sort of prob in it!
it just like baby who is trying to walk..
firstly he will fall..
and fall again..
and again..
until he have enuf experience of pain and gravity..he will try again to stand and slowly walk..and walk faster until he can run!!

sooo my advice is..b open minded in love..
in all kind of relationship..
talk if u got sumtin bad going on bout it..
its ok to feel sad
its ok to feel afraid
its ok to fell hurt.....but its good if we have someone while going on wif it

soo...OPEN UR HEART..BRAVE YOURSELF..ACCEPT EVERY PROB WIF A SMILE!! YOU WILL HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE!!






video hanya sbg hiasan

friend or not huh?


sume org mst ade member kn?
member baek kita nme kn 'best friend n slalu nyer pg'
member biasa kita nmekn 'member n pggil gne dia nme dia'
member yg kita slalu bgaul tp x tau nme slalu nyer d gnekn nnme pgilan 'weh'
n member yg dkongsi rse chenta d namakn kekaseh or "gf/bf"

but...
there is many kind of friend in this world..
there is a kind that will always b wif us in a happy or sad day
there is a kind that will always b wif us juz in our happy or our gaji day
there is also friends that always b wif us no matter on what condition we b..no matter in richer or poorer..in sickness or health..in happy or sad but there is a BUT.

this kind of friend is what we call a dracula..
coz they juz pretend to b very nice to us
smile in front of us

in front..they will suck any benefit of being friend wif us
BUT
at back..they talk bad thing bout us
at back..they jual nme kita
they sabotage us..

nie adlah member2 yg hanye brlaku baek d dpan kita tp bila d blakang sume nyer tngg kita akn scara automatiknya akan brubah jd buruk!teruk! hampeh!

what worst is...
kita slama nie x tau kbenaranyer..
kita buta dgn lakonan smata2
lakonan yg btujuan utk kpentingan diri sendiri...

bila kita dad tahu.......

ape yg leh kita buat??
marah?? mluat?? bsikap dingin??blas dendam??


sbnarnyer ape yg kte leh wat hanya skadar mnjaohkn diri smata2..
"kenapa x balas dendam??"
hurm tu cme tindakan org yg kurg matang..ape yg kita dpt?
cme kpuasan yg smentara sdangkn lpas jaoh dlm hati maseh mbuak2 rasa x puas hati...

hurmmm...
looking from formal point of view..there is no end of all this..
coz there will always b people like this..
people who live on others simpati and gud treat..
people who always take advantage for their own good..

of coz they will b hated by someone..
but does it really matter to them..
myb this is just a human survival nature..to care bout 'the no 1' that is they self!!

it is very simple
for my point of view
FUCK THEM!!!


out